Monday, March 9, 2009

remembering my angel

Last Saturday marked three years since our dearest angel daughter was born. After a perfect pregnancy and not-so-unusual labor, Maisie was born hypoxic, having been deprived of oxygen sometime during the 22 hours I was laboring to get her here. The fact that her heartrate never showed a problem indicates to me what a miracle she was. Chosen to stay here with our family for a brief 22 days, then return to our Heavenly Father and other family who have passed on.
While it's been 3 years since she was here and I am full of joy to be her mother, there are still mournful moments. Moments with quiet tears and memories of holding an angel in my arms. Moments when a song or a picture or a look from one of my 2 sons reminds me of the daughter I have. I am so proud to have an angel daughter. It was a miracle that she left us, a miracle that she stayed with us so long, and a blessing that we get to have her forever since our family is an eternal family, sealed together by someone with authority given him of God to do so.
I don't expect to ever forget my angel. I know she is with me. I know I will see her again. These thoughts give me great joy.


9 comments:

Young Family said...

Happy birthday, Maisie! We share so many of the same feelings. As hard as it is to have a baby die it is so comforting to know we can be together forever. Please know I am thinking of you.

Sarah said...

Happy Birthday Maisie!!
She truly is a little angel. She brings such a sweet spirit to me whenever I think about her. I can't imagine ever forgetting her either. And how blessed you are to be the mother of such a sweet little angel.

I love the pic!

Merilee said...

Happy Birthday Maisie!
She is such a beautiful girl, so perfect.
I love that you have Maisie Day, such a great way to celebrate and remember her. We are so lucky to know that our families are forever.
You are such an amazing example to me.

briana said...

"i believe there are angels among us."

i know you do too.

Kirsten and Cory said...

Happy Birthday Maisie!!
I think of you every year about this time but also all year long whenever I see daisies.:0) What a beautiful little girl you are and what a huge blessing you are to your family and to those of us that only got to see you for a short time. It is amazing how it doesn't take much time at all to leave such a huge impression on everyone.
We love your family!

Mary said...

Happy Birthday to a beautiful little angel.

You are amazing, Ruby.

Anonymous said...

What a wonderful tribute to your little angel. I'm so thankful for the resurrection and the chance we have to raise our children. What a blessing!

Clark Family said...

You are an amazing woman and mom! Thanks for sharing. I loved this post and too know that Maisie watches over you every day. Even if it is through the flutter of a butterflies wings. Happy Birthday to an Angel!

Trent and Carlie & Co. said...

You are truly an amazing mother, Jen. I think that is such a great tribute to have a fun, special day for the whole family to remember your little angel. She is so precious!